Khilnay Ko, Meesha Shafi’s first solo album, is a dramatic shift from her earlier work and provides listeners with an unapologetic examination of her own suffering and resiliency. Comprising 11 tracks over 47 minutes, the album delves into themes of isolation, mental health, and self-discovery, reflecting Shafi’s journey through challenging times.
Initially considering the title Trigger Warning, Shafi ultimately chose Khilnay Ko to encapsulate the album’s essence. Collaborating with producers like Abdullah Siddiqui, Rohail Hyatt, and Mahmood Rahman, she crafts a soundscape that blends electronic minimalism with classical influences, creating a haunting and introspective atmosphere.
The album’s production mirrors its themes; much of it was recorded in solitude, emphasizing the sense of isolation that permeates the work. Shafi describes the project as a form of healing, a means to process and articulate the emotional turmoil she has experienced. The music’s glitches and echoes symbolize the non-linear path of recovery, offering a raw and honest portrayal of her inner world.
Khilnay Ko stands as a testament to Shafi’s evolution as an artist, embracing vulnerability and authenticity. It’s a bold statement that challenges listeners to confront discomfort and find beauty in the process of healing.
